I officially hit the eight week mark yesterday (well, as far as they can tell). Though I still try to curb my excitement for fear of disappointment, I am getting more and more enthused about this whole thing! I refuse to let my anxiety stop me from being happy! I know God has a plan for this baby that I will never know or understand. If He decides that it's His will for me to raise this child, then I will be so thankful, but if not, I pray that He'll give me peace about it. I fear that it's easier said than done, but right now I'm determined to stay positive! I know God will never give me more than I can handle. (and that goes for you, too!)
I have my next appointment tomorrow. This one is the OB Orientation, so I'm not quite sure what to expect. I imagine it will be a lot of women touring the maternity ward? Ha! I'll let you know how it goes.
Everyday is an emotional roller coaster for me. Even though I'm trying not to worry, I still find myself freaking out if I don't have morning sickness (which doesn't necessarily happen in the morning...thanks for the memo!) or if my boobs aren't sore. Do all pregnant women do this?? Today is a good day, though, as I rushed to the toilet (head first) around noon. Yay! I really did pray for God to give me morning sickness. I'm sick all right! Please don't be deceived, this isn't a complaint. I say bring on the pregnancy symptoms! I will never complain!
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Good-morning my Precious Granddaughter.
ReplyDeleteBelieve it or not but I think I got signed on.. We will know if you get this. I loved the pictures!! Babies, dogs and all..especially you. I can't wait until you come to see me.. If Doug and you dont have time to come here I will come there!!!!! I mean to see my GRANDSON. I read all of the monthly paper. Got to go my boss thinks I'm here to work !!!Love Nana